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"What does body confidence mean to you?" A question asked posed to me in my DMs left me pondering what DID body confidence mean to me? As a mother of four, I can tell you that certain parts of me have seen better days. Lack of sleep, poor diet, and multiple pregnancies have taken their… Continue reading A Pinup Has Body Confidence

Lately I have had my thoughts troubled. Plagued by incessant fears that roll over and over through my head. Will I cut off my finger while cooking? Will any of my children get sick? What if something happens to them? What if something happens to my husband? These fears have become a mantra for me,… Continue reading A Pinup has Anxiety

In a couple of my baby/mommy groups I keep seeing posts about postpartum rage. It has been a while since I discussed my rage issues, but I felt it was high time I had. See, I still deal with it. Daily. My daughter begins to cry for the 237 time in ten minutes and I… Continue reading A Pinup Still Feels Rage

Sex. Sex is incredibly important in a marriage involving two people who desire it. But let's face it! Sex after kids? Sucks... We moms are touched out, scared of pain, and more than likely have body confidence issues after those babies arrive. My relationship was no different. After Ben was born my depression, body confidence… Continue reading A Pinup Talks Sex

I feel like you should always celebrate life's big moments. Be it birthdays, anniversaries, or promotions. I may have left the work force when we began our crazy parenting journey, but my husband did not. He has worked tirelessly to get to where he is today. Hours spent studying, completing assignments, and just plain old… Continue reading A Pinup is Proud

As with so many other women, I have recently found strength and courage because so many others have come forward with their stories of sexual harassment and assault. Women like, Micheline Pitt, whose amazing testimony has made the hashtag #VIXENNOTAVICTIM blossom. Although I do not have the courage to talk about some things in my… Continue reading A Pinup Found Courage

Reading, writing, photography, snuggles with my husband... These are a few examples of things I enjoy doing for self care. They help fill my cup so that I can continue to care for my family. Sometimes the days are so hard though. My children are all in so many different stages of life. One has… Continue reading A Pinup Loves to Read

As you may know, I've been in the process of moving for the past few months. It has had it's ups and downs, but we are finally in a good place. The boxes are being removed, pictures are hung, and furniture arranged. I can breath again. Moving with four children and two giant pups is… Continue reading A Pinup has Been Busy

It struck me hard. One minute I was shopping with my family, the next I was a horrid mess laying on the couch in my fluffiest robe and pjs. The sickness had struck. I was one of those few poor souls that had caught the flu from my flu shot. Not surprising though, as I… Continue reading A Pinup and the SICKNESS

October 15 was a beautiful day in its sadness. Mother's across the world shared in their grief and loss through the lighting of a candle. You see, October the 15th is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day.   My Facebook and Instagram feeds filled with videos, gifs, and photos of women pouring their hearts out… Continue reading A Pinup and a Wave of Light